Fighting With Myself

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You're ruining me
You're ruining me
You're ruining me
But I can't do anything
When I'm fighting myself


I feel deprived
From what's going on inside



I'm so lonely
But I can't believe it's my fault



I want to blame
Almost anybody else 



But I know
It's my own damn fault




You're ruining me
You're ruining me
You're ruining me
But I can't do anything
When I'm fighting myself



So lonely
I can barely breath



I'm suffercating
From the compression I can't see



I'm so confused
But you won't let me think



And I know
It's my own damn fault



You're ruining me
You're ruining me
You're ruining me
But I can't do anything
When I'm fighting myself



I find myself in little spaces
I see nothing at all
Light can't penetrate these places
I want to leave it all
Somehow I feel abandoned
But not lonely at all



You're ruining me
You're ruining me
You're ruining me
But I can't do anything
When I'm fighting myself 


by Thomas Roberts 


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