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Opened door still guarded

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by  Ivette As I wander through the clearing, Watching the flowers sway, The meadow, a place for dreamers, Has become my home…my final resting place One key around my neck, a sign of purity; The patience is over, so I pull the key from its place I watch it…soaring through the trees and vines Waiting…watching…for a single soul to catch it. I stand at the entrance to wait… calmly breathing… Guarding my heart and soul, but looking for the one Who will find the key and bring it back to me; Opening the door to a guarded, simple soul. Only in dreams do I see the man… a heart for truth and honor One with eyes that shine like the starry night sky Keeping a smile to guide the lost souls home… So only in my dreams he lies and waits… giving me sweet company. The door is opened, but still quite guarded  As I watch and wait for him… I see in the distance No knight, no prince, no ruler or king is he Just a man, but more with the kindest, dearest heart. His image now branded in my heart and mind As

Often times

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by  cmc625 Often times, I ask myself: Am I really me or someone else... Only with you, I feel whole; When you’re gone, I feel like a lost soul. So many things I have to face So many pains I hide and leave no trace However, when you open my heart you will see How much one could carry the pain I have in me? I guess I’m weak, I guess I’m strong I just couldn’t figure out right from wrong So many things I've done to get to you, Both good and bad, I just did what I had to do. Never before I feel what I’m feeling now, Wishing and hoping it’ll pass somehow… Am I blind or do I just refuse to see? I chose to be blind cuz the truth wouldn’t set me free. I just fell, knowing you wouldn’t be able to catch; With you, nothing else matters so much… As long as you’re there, right by my side Awakening the feelings I thought have died. You make me see everything in a brand new way Please tell me you would always stay I pray that someday, there wouldn't be pain.. You’ve given me so much happine

I hate what ifs

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by  Kimiwimi Pt1. I hate what ifs, it should be like this: What's your world, come into mine?  share the secrets from time 2 time. U burned an image in my eye  A faceless face, that can't be described.  Whats mine be yours and yours be mine?  A countless things of numerous time. Pt2. Hold someone dearly or watch them drift away but in the end, it'll be your dismay. So why let something good pass you by without a fight, you couldn't say that you have tried. Distance isn't enough, to show that you've given up. So I ask u from deep within,  to look squarely in my eyes after the good days are spent,  that you want me as much as I want you. Nothing but a dream, a made history  so from here on now, just take me in the presence and love me for who I am for who am I?  Will only be built in infiniteless roads but at least, my journey has taken its right path, cause you are close. And all I want to do, is Thank You.

Freedom and Happiness

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I deserve to be happy, I deserve to feel good from head to toe and not have someone destroy me because they think they have a right to me I am not a thing or an object I deserve to be free and love who I want and not be punished because of what I want or feel I deserve the peace that comes from feeling wanted (not by you) I deserve to gain life experience I deserve to have a bf (not you) and get to know him, and talk, and go out often, and be chased by him, and be hugged by him, and be kissed by him I have never cuddled I don't know how it feels to have that security Teenagers have relationships and I can't have it I don't want it from you You had your chance You had tons of chances I want someone else and I will go to great lengths to get you out of my life I can't live like this It is making me sick I deserve my freedom To not have someone watching me all the time and controlling all the details in my life I deserve to have things that are just for me No one can int

Surat Dari Anak Mak Yang Dah Tak Nakal

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Mak... Terlalu bosan rasanya duduk membilang hari...  Dah hampir sepuluh bulan mak pergi  Rasanya baru semalam mak peluk kiter kan sejuk syahdu masih terasa lagi nih... Mak tau tak...  itu lah pertama kali mak peluk anak mak yang nakal ni sejak kiter dewasa...  dan itu juga terakhir kalinya Emmmm...rupanya mak dah tau mak nak pergi jauh...  nak tinggal kan anak-anak mak... nak tinggal kan dunia fana ni... Mak macam dah sedia...  Seminggu sebelum tu... Mak dah menganyam tikar mengkuang 3 helai...  Akak kata sampai ke pagi mak anyam tikar tuu...  Tanpa rasa mengantuk, tanpa rasa letih...  Kakak pun rasa hairan...  Mak tak penah buat gitu... Pastu mak pasang radio kecil di sebelah mak...  Tapi mak seolah-olah tak sedar bahawa rancangan radio tu siaran siam ...  Kengkadang siaran indonesia ... Mak terus tekun menganyam... Rupanya tikar yang telah mak siapkan tu di gunakan untuk mengiringi mak ke kuburan... Pastu mak sapu sampah sekeliling rumah bersih-bersih...  Pastu mak jemur karpet

I Love You in Silence

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by  rhoyzy I love you in silence  because in silence I find no hurt I love you in silence  because in silence  I find no doubt I love you in silence because in silence  I find no jealousy I love you in silence  because in silence I find no regrets But most of all... I love you in silence because in silence I know you are mine!